She was fractured. Into two.
One passive, the other aggressive. Each one pulling power moves or sneaky actions to be the one to claim "control".
Both personalities were adversarial, until they got broken up by the third presence. Not an expressed personality, but a super-repressed id.
This id whips both entities into staying separate by making her re-live her horrible past abuses. This created memory mixed with her imagination is what divides her.
She's been victim to it so long that now she has embraced her fractured self.
Who can blame her?
We can only think of others through our own frame of mind. Even if we claim to be able to change our mentality to closely 'resemble' other's, it is just a resemblance based on a perception. We can take their words and experiences and try to get as mirror-like as possible, but we can ultimately have no idea what it's like to be in someone else's head.
The pained sometimes inflict it out of reflex.
This, too, must be forgiven. Victims of terrible abuse can become so entrenched in their own suffering, that it is very easy for them to spread the suffering to their most inner circles.
So to the disassociatives, I sympathize, empathize, and wink with my eyes at you. Your heart and soul are going to be one again.
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